Okay, but this time I feel like I know the reason. I really don't want to tell the situation verbatim but basically A friend was going somewhere tonight and I would not have mind going to chill with this friend. When I asked "who was throwing the event" I got the response of "I don't wanna tell you"
Okay Okay....I'm an asshole sometimes, so I couldn't get mad when my friend said this. This is how we play around sometimes so I was like "okay, i guess..."
So then I hit up another friend and asked "What are you doing tonight"
The other friend told me that he was going with the first friend that wouldn't tell me who was throwing the event. I was confused, but then I was like "ok, whatever......"
Now I usually look at the side of the situation that is wrong, get mad at it, get mad at the individuals, but then I realize that I def am my own INDIVIDUAL and I should have a life outside of a group of specific people. It's actually not that hard for me, but I usually prefer sticking to my core group of friends. But I guess I can't always do that. I'm very weak to friendship, (hence the growing of a backbone) and I guess I felt some type of way, as I always do, when I wasn't included.
So, that's gonna be one of my New Years resolutions...to GROW A FREAKING BACKBONE...lol
People tend to say that I'm a negative person, but I guess I'm just negative because of lack of a backbone if it makes sense? lol....
What am I listening to right now? Zhane'=very soothing...I'm such an "Old Head" right sis? lol
I'mma stay in for the rest of the night I guess....marinate in this mellow mood of mine...will be back soon....Enrique
1 comment:
Yes. You're eff'n old.
Right up there with meeeee =]
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