Life is like a Box of Chocolate

Currently in bed listening to Teedra Moses while smoking a Black and Mild :-D
**Yup that's How I feel** lol

School is over, I'm officially a THIRD YEAR IN COLLEGE! lol I'm officially getting old :-D. I have been praying for so long for these days to come when I was to become an adult, and now, finally, they are here. And is this what I truly wanted? LOL More responsibility, more issues, more everything. But maybe I should have slowed down a little, def wasn't my choice 2 grow up quick but hey, Life works like that. Officially over my "save the world" thinking. I adopted a new way of thinking..."Save yourself and people who may matter"

Semester was intriguing. Had so many ups and downs that I will remember for the rest of my life and I do not regret any of the actions that I have taken, even when I did the bullshyt. Still going with my motto, "Accept, Adjust, Adapt" and focusing on the future of my well being...

This summer should be a revitalizing one. I have a summer job on lock working with high school kids with the same background as mine and I would love to make sure they make it to college as I did. Also, taking some classes trying to get out of college already! lol, sounds like I have everything under control right? Yeah, the funny thing is that's how it always sounds at first. I have everything under control but then the bullshyt happens, **or as my nig would saying it, "I caught the Jack" lol**

But either way for some odd reason I have come to terms with my semester. I don't know why though. I kind of didn't want to come to terms with my semester, but surprisingly, my brain is making me feel like I'm good, and I also feel like I'm genuinely OKAY...so I'll run with this feeling for as long as possible...

Don't get me wrong, the human race is still annoying to me lol, but the most I can do at the present time is make myself as....as...okay **take 2 lol
The Best thing for me to do right now is to make sure i'M fine, and as of rite now i'm aight...

On another note, I gotta give the happy birthday shout out to Whitney! I've known you for 11 years going on 12 and I don't regret any of our moments :-D Luv u sis.
I guess the next time I type I will be home? AM I ready for that yet? I'm not too sure...but I guess we will see huh? Until then my bloggers, this is Ricardo aka Enrique' signin' off..
D@ RuLaH

I gotta Find Peace of Mind

I dunno, like, I've come to this realization before but today kinda put the icing on the cake about people...

People are mad funny, but you know what, I can't even say funny because it really isn't comical. Honestly, I know God gives people only as much as they can handle but come on God, I know my faith isn't that strong so I know that under the circumstances I'm in I can understand why I can't take the pressure. I need church or sumthin' forreal. I know individuals are not supposed 2 go into the church when they need help and leave when they are fine but the churches doors are always open.


I've been through entirely too much for me to still be living in this type of environment.

Entirely 2 much runnin' through the dome, can't even type everything out, so i'mma leave it alone...

to my fellow Bloggers, Accept, Adjust, Adapt

will be bak soon, hopefully the fire would have subsided--
Enrique'